Books 19 onwards

When you empty yourself of all that
you hold within you,
you can bring in the light of the soul whispering to you.

In stillness,
in calmness,
in silence.
And this silence has to do with the soul being in the present moment,
the more you experience it,
the more you are in this State of Being
with the dance,
it is then you experience it-
The Bliss of Being.

The self is the soul, and
the soul is the self.

The self is you experiencing all that is there, but in the present,
it is merged in the presence, and
this makes you one with the self.
Being one with the self is being one with all.

All is in oneness, and
all is in unity as one consciousness.
The more you come into this state,
the more there is...
the experience of the one.

And when you experience the oneness
of that one,
you come into the realisation of the truth of the self as one with THE DIVINE.

THE DIVINE AS ONE CONSCIOUSNESS, AND
THE DIVINE IN EVERY BEING,
AND
EVERY BEING BECOMES THAT ONE. 

Understanding the nature of awakening that took place within me.

First I was subdued.
Then I was shaken up to wake.
From a suppressed person with no voice, and with the help of chanting and breaking open of the heart space.
The inner strength was developed in me.

The Shakti, the Durga, The Parvati was activated- The inner strength.

And when I was ready and healed to take the next step by letting go of everything including walking away from my own self, from any distractions and any attachments, the next step was activated.

The creative part, the receiving the downloads, the wisdom in different forms, the deeper understanding of what I was doing. The voice activation.
The power of wisdom, knowledge, creative art, the healer energy- The Saraswati.

And when I started to share and become more and more confident in what I am doing with the trust in the unknown and understanding that I am just a being who is the physical presence of what is meant to be put out, the abundance activation has been activated from within.

Abundance in every form- The Lakshmi. 

AND AS ANCIENT AS CAN BE.
ALL ANCIENT BEINGS,
ANCIENT CIVILIZATIONS.
ALL ANCIENT.

ALL ONE IN EVERY FIELD,
ALL EXPERIENCE IT AS ONE BEING.

FOR I AM AS ANCIENT AS I AM…
AS AN ANCIENT BEING,
AS THE WHISPERS OF MY SOUL
AS ANCIENT AS THE BEGINNING.

FOR EVERYTHING AS IS…
I WHISPER THROUGH ALL,
AS IS…

I SAY NOTHING,
YET I SAY SO MUCH.

SO MUCH MORE IS-
MY TRUE DIVINE SELF…

FOR I AM ANCIENT AS IS,
AN ANCIENT SOUL WHISPERING-
THE SWEET NOTHINGS…

I AM THE ANCIENT WHISPERS
OF EVERY SOUL…
FOR I AM THE ONLY SOUL…
THE SOUL OF THE AS IS…
I AM…

AND HE SAYS TO ME…
I AM…
FOR I AM…
AND I AM…
AND THAT IS…
ALL THAT I AM…
I AM THE SOUL WHO WHISPERS
THE SWEET NOTHINGS…

FOR I AM NOTHING,
AND IN THIS NOTHINGNESS,
I AM THE BEGINNING,
THE ENDING I AM…
AND THEN IT REPEATS-
THE CYCLE,
AS THE SPIRAL I AM…

WHISPERING THE SWEET NOTHINGS OF THE ANCIENT WHISPERS…
THAT I AM…
I AM… 

FOR HE SAYS to me…

THAT WHICH IS MEANT TO HAPPEN,
WILL HAPPEN ON ITS OWN…

FOR THAT WHICH YOU CHASE…
IS NOT FOR YOU…

FOR I AM AN EMBODIMENT, MY DEAR,
YOU EMBODY ME WITH
YOUR FREQUENCY.

NONE CAN EMBODY ME-
WITHOUT THAT FREQUENCY.

FOR MY PRESENCE IS EVERYWHERE,
AND EVERYWHERE IS MY PRESENCE,
FOR AS IS I AM,
NONE THAT IS-
IS I AM…
FOR I AM…
I AM…

FOR IN EXISTENCE I EXIST,
YET I AM NOT THE EXISTENCE.

FOR I AM WITHIN THAT EXISTENCE,
WITHIN, MY DEAR,
WITHIN…

FOR I EMBODY MYSELF WITHIN ME,
THE EXISTENCE…
AND EXISTENCE, MY DEAR,
IS THE FREQUENCY OF THE I AM…

AND FREQUENCY, MY DEAR,
IS ALL THAT I AM,
I AM THAT THAT IS WHO I AM…

SO CHASE ME NOT,
FOR I AM THE EMBODIMENT OF-
THAT EMBODIED EMBODIMENT,
FOR I AM…
I AM

For as you flow,
THE FLOW I AM…
I AM…

I AM THE CENTRE OF THAT-
WHICH IS THE CENTRE OF I AM…

YOU CANNOT READ ME,
FOR I AM…
YOU CANNOT KNOW ME,
FOR I AM…

THE MORE DEEPER YOU GO,
THE MORE DEEPER I AM…

THE LESS YOU TRY,
THE MORE I AM…

THE LONGING ENDS…
WHEN YOU EMBODY-
THE I AM…

I AM THE EMBODIMENT OF THE I AM…
I AM…
I AM…

FOR AS I AM,
I AM…

The ‘I’ in me is ‘THE I’ in you.
Just a little more conscious of-
‘THE I’ in us.
For if ‘I’ is prevalent in me,
THEN ‘THE I’ IS NOT.
FOR ‘THE I’ IS ALL THAT THERE IS.

The more I walk away from myself,
the deeper I go,
the more I let go of myself,
the more I evolve.

And when I meet myself as the healed version of myself,
I meet ‘THE I,’ in us…

FOR HE SAYS TO ME…

EVERYTHING DISSOLVES WHEN
the ‘I’ in me dissolves.
AND THAT IS WHEN I MEET-
‘THE I,’
IN ALL OF US…
FOR I AM
HE SAYS TO ME…
I AM… 

The path of the unified field…
where the unity within leads you to
the unity with oneness.

That which starts at unlearning everything that you have learnt about love and becoming that love.

THAT UNIVERSAL COSMIC UNCONDITIONAL ONE LOVE…

THE EXPERIENCING OF THAT LOVE THAT LEADS YOU TO THE PATH WHICH BRINGS YOU CLOSER TO THE LOVE OF THE DIVINE,
THE SOURCE,
THE ORIGIN,
ALL ONE,
ALL ONENESS.

FOR I AM
HE SAYS TO ME…

AND I AM ONE,
ONE CONSCIOUSNESS,
PURE CONSCIOUSNESS.

AND YOU, MY DEAR,
ARE PART OF THIS ONE.
THE ONE…
I AM,

FOR I AM,
I AM…

AND IN SAYING THIS HE GUIDES ME TO THE PATH WHICH LEADS ME TO THIS ONE…

THE PATH,
WHICH IS ONE.

THROUGH THE ZERO POINT TO EVERYTHING THAT IS NOTHING,
WHICH IS NOTHING.

AND IN THIS NOTHING I FIND MYSELF, AS NOTHING,
IN NOTHINGNESS,
BECOMING NOTHING,
AS IS…

FOR I AM…
HE SAYS TO ME…
I AM… 

I AM CONSCIOUSNESS.

I AM COMPLETE IN MYSELF, AND
AS A COMPLETE BEING,
I AM CONNECTED TO EACH BEING,
EACH THING THAT EXISTS, AND
YET IT DOESN’T EXIST.

I AM CONSCIOUSNESS, AND
AS A CONSCIOUS BEING
OF CONSCIOUSNESS,
I CONNECT TO ALL, ALIKE.

I AM CONSCIOUS OF BEING
PURE CONSCIOUSNESS.

FOR I AM CONSCIOUSNESS,
HE SAYS TO ME…

FOR THE UNCONSCIOUS,
CONSCIOUS,
SUBCONSCIOUS,
IS ALL ME… 

To make it more understandable,
I am opening up to the collective about
my journey in my many parallels.

This book is about the many conversations that I have had and continue to have with the universe.

These are timeless messages.
And as a servitor to THE SERVED,
my work involves sharing these messages.

It has taken a lot of courage to be able to step into this next part of my soul journey where I will be sharing in the coming many books, podcasts, reels, and many more platforms myself as I am.

FOR I AM NOTHING…
HE SAYS to me…

And As Nothing,
I Serve… 

And as a twin flame-

The soul being one,
comes back into its true essence once
the oneness of each parallel self takes place within.
And this oneness is a journey from
infinity to eternity.

The oneness of the self,
The soul self,
The one consciousness,
All as one and one as all.

All this Is-
Is all.

AND BECOMING ONE IS NOT IN
THE PHYSICAL.
THE TRUE ONENESS IS
THE ONENESS OF THE SOUL.

Finding that essence of existence within and being connected to the golden thread of existence as a twin flame.

The journey of oneness begins…
Back to SOURCE as one… 

And in seeking myself,
I was lost on the way…

Choosing myself,
I started to walk the way…

And as I walked,
I felt someone walk along with me…

I thought I met a part of me,
So I smiled to myself walking along with THEM…

Unknown to me,
Yet known somewhere,
I started to realise-
WHO was with me…

And as WE walked along,
There was so much to share,
Yet all I wanted was to only hear,
So WE walked along in silence,
The silence speaking to me.

And in this silence,
There was so much more-
That I learnt about me…

For as the fractal of THE WHOLE,
I was becoming me…
And in that silence of the soul,
I was finding ‘me.’

‘The me,’ so non-existent,
That there was no ‘me.’
So I walked along in silence,
Finding ‘me.’

And in finding myself,
I found HIM on the way…
Walking along with me…

AND AS WE WALK ALONG…
HE SAYS…

I Am coming HOME to ‘me.’ 

Sharing here in this book messages for
the twin flame collective.
Wherever you are on your twin flame journey.

The book contains many messages from different parallel timelines.
It is not a love story.
It is about the souls many experiences
on different timelines.
There are many examples, and
how the soul rises above it all and heals.

It’s about the awakening, recognition, remembrance, soul merge and many more for the collective of twin flames.

The twin flame journey starts to feel similar to other twin flame journeys-
as the soul is one and the part of
THE WHOLE.
As fractals, each choosing to experience, expand, evolve, bringing back to
The Source, The Self, as ‘One.’

Please take what you resonate with. 

I PASS YOU BY EVERYDAY.

I pass you by every day,
in every moment I AM around,
you see ME,
yet you can’t,
with those eyes that seek ME not.

And so you seek ME outside everywhere,
you go to places where you hear-
I AM,
Yet you fail to understand,
I AM in all and everywhere.

You say I AM at a certain place,
For it is pious,
For I lived there once,
Yet I say,
‘I AM everywhere.’

FOR EVERYWHERE THAT YOU SEE,
IN EVERY CREATION OF MINE,
I RESIDE WITHIN EACH,
AND IN EACH I AM…

FOR I AM WITHIN,
YET YOU SEEK ME WITH YOUR EYES,
NOT YOUR ‘EYE.’

And for those who say they can see ME…
with their open EYE,
Yet no-
you cannot see ME,
With even ‘THE OPEN EYE.’

FOR TO SEE ME, MY DEAR,
YOU NEED TO BREAK THAT ICE.
THE ICY WALLS THAT SURROUND YOUR HEART,
‘THE HEARTS EYE’ IS WHERE I RESIDE.

YOU NEED TO OPEN-
‘THE HEARTS EYE,’
TO SEE ME,
WITH THAT OPEN EYE.
THAT IS-
‘THE EYE.’

AND TO HEAR ME WITHIN, MY DEAR,
IS NO EASY TASK,
FOR TILL YOU DON’T SEEK ME COMPLETELY,
YOU CANNOT HEAR…

AND TILL YOU TRY TO
UNDERSTAND ME,
YOU ARE STILL NOT THERE.

FOR TO UNDERSTAND ME WITH
THE LOGICAL MIND,
STUDY ME EVERYWHERE,
FIND ME IN EVERYTHING, MY DEAR,
YET YOU WILL NOT FIND
ME ANYWHERE.

FOR I AM EVERYWHERE, MY DEAR,
I AM EVERYWHERE. 

 If one has not experienced the mud, soil, has not got themselves dirty and mucky in the deeper wet soil, the different types of soil (the different experiences), one will not understand what soil is,
what earth is.
And what the earth is-
only the earth, the soil knows.

You are one with the soil, you are the soil, but to understand that takes many journeys, sometimes lifetimes.

YOU ARE THE SOIL-
THE EARTH,
AND THE EARTH IS YOU. 

You are past The Time,
The Space,
The Existence,
The Beyond.
All existences that you activate are all
multidimensional.

AND AS A MULTIDIMENSIONAL BEING
in existence,
THE SOUL BEING ONE,
you activate all the subtle bodies within that body of yours,
those that you know and those that are not,
all there,
yet non-existent to that existence of yours.

FOR I AM LIMITLESS,
LIMITLESS ARE MY FORMS,
You just as a part of ME-
is as colourful as I AM.

AND AS A LIMITLESS BEING I AM,
IN THE MANY MULTIDIMENSIONAL EXISTENCES ALL THAT I AM,
FOR I EXIST,
YET NOT FOR ALL.
And as you delve deeper into that existences of yourself.
The deeper you go,
THE DEEPER I AM,
I AM THE EXISTENCE,
THE MULTIDIMENSIONAL EXISTENCES
THAT I AM.

THE MANY MULTI-FACETS OF THE EXISTENCES THAT I AM,
I AM THE MULTIDIMENSIONALITY OF EXISTENCES THAT I AM.

For when you touch the surface,
THE SURFACE I AM,
And at the time you reach the bottom,
THE HIGHER I AM.

WITH MY MANY FACES AND FORMS,
I AM
YET NONE KNOWS,
OR CAN COUNT-
THE MANY EXISTENCES
THAT I AM

FOR I EXIST IN THE PLANES OF EXISTENCES,
FOR THE EXISTENCES I AM,
I AM FOR I AM,
FOR NOTHING ELSE AS THAT I AM.

THE EXISTENCES OF THE EXISTENCE IS ALL THAT I AM
I AM THE MULTI CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS THAT I AM

AND IN EVERY REALM OF EXISTENCE,
I AM,
FOR EVERY PART OF NON-EXISTENCE THAT I AM,
I AM THAT THAT I AM
FOR AS I AM,
I AM

I EXIST AS THE MANY FACES,
MANY FORMS,
OF ALL THAT I AM.

FOR NONE CAN PERCEIVE ME,
NONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME,
NONE KNOWS ME,
FOR EACH AND EVERYTHING IS I AM
FOR I AM ALL AND ALL I AM
FOR I AM….
I EXIST,
AS I AM
I AM 

These are some of the regular conversations that I have.
These conversations are silent.
All silent.
And in these silent conversations,
are the answers that for many lifetimes
I was seeking.

For the one who seeks,
Finds.
HE says to me… 

And HE says to me…

‘Love, my dear,
fall in the depths of This Love,’

And I am going deeper
into the depth of this love.

This love is so divine, so pure that I have lost myself in this DIVINE LOVE,
there is a sense of nothing in this nothingness,
where there is only HIM.
And I walk along with HIM,
as a child follows the parent.

And HE says to me…

‘Why do you fear, when I AM with you?’

And I walk fearlessly with HIM.

HE says to me…

‘Break all those invisible chains that
hold you.’

And I am freeing myself from these chains which hold me captive.

HE says to me…

‘Listen to the tune,
the tune that plays from the soul,
listen to what it says.’

And here I am trying to listen to
what my soul says.

And HE says to me…

‘I AM here,
let’s walk and talk together.’

And listening to HIM,
I walk along with HIM.

HE says to me…

‘There is nothing to fear, my dear,
for I AM here,
Trust, my dear, Trust.’

And I am learning to take those steps with trust.

HE says to me…

‘Let them be,
for they are there,
each there,
yet not there.’

And I seek HIM and have forever,
And when HE says this-
I cry with disbelief,
That HE has always been with me,
but I was not aware.

HE says to me…
‘
It’s fair. Seeking the love,
you felt you lost, but, my dear,
when you realise this,
you will understand it deeper,
so, love, my dear.’
And saying so HE smiles at me.

The light so bright around HIM,
I can hardly see through that,
but I know that HE smiled at me,
for I am there.

I see the sunshine behind HIS EYES,
Like bright diamonds in the sky,
HIS smile so wide,
I cannot explain,
HIS voice so calming,
I cannot explain,
I look at HIM in awe like a small child.

Like a father who holds the hand
of his child,
HE holds my hand.
And with this trust of HIS presence
in my life, I walk the path as shown.

HE says to me…

‘Nothing is unknown,
yet you say so,
for till you are away from yourself,
you, my dear, are lost,
but worry not, my dear child,
call out to ME and I will be there.
Ask for help and it will be there.
And trust, my dear,
for we are all there for each and everyone.
For as you grow closer to yourself,
all will become one,
and oneness, my dear,
is what is, and
as is, you are.’

‘I love you just the way you are,
you are perfect in MY EYES,
for I have created all with the same love, that comes from within you, and
that is where you will find ME,
I say this to you.’

And saying so-

HE smiled again at me,
And I am lost for words.
And holding HIS hand I walk with HIM,
listening to what HE says…