Books 19 onwards

These are some of the regular conversations that I have.
These conversations are silent.
All silent.
And in these silent conversations,
are the answers that for many lifetimes
I was seeking.

For the one who seeks,
Finds.
HE says to me… 

And HE says to me…

‘Love, my dear,
fall in the depths of This Love,’

And I am going deeper
into the depth of this love.

This love is so divine, so pure that I have lost myself in this DIVINE LOVE,
there is a sense of nothing in this nothingness,
where there is only HIM.
And I walk along with HIM,
as a child follows the parent.

And HE says to me…

‘Why do you fear, when I AM with you?’

And I walk fearlessly with HIM.

HE says to me…

‘Break all those invisible chains that
hold you.’

And I am freeing myself from these chains which hold me captive.

HE says to me…

‘Listen to the tune,
the tune that plays from the soul,
listen to what it says.’

And here I am trying to listen to
what my soul says.

And HE says to me…

‘I AM here,
let’s walk and talk together.’

And listening to HIM,
I walk along with HIM.

HE says to me…

‘There is nothing to fear, my dear,
for I AM here,
Trust, my dear, Trust.’

And I am learning to take those steps with trust.

HE says to me…

‘Let them be,
for they are there,
each there,
yet not there.’

And I seek HIM and have forever,
And when HE says this-
I cry with disbelief,
That HE has always been with me,
but I was not aware.

HE says to me…
‘
It’s fair. Seeking the love,
you felt you lost, but, my dear,
when you realise this,
you will understand it deeper,
so, love, my dear.’
And saying so HE smiles at me.

The light so bright around HIM,
I can hardly see through that,
but I know that HE smiled at me,
for I am there.

I see the sunshine behind HIS EYES,
Like bright diamonds in the sky,
HIS smile so wide,
I cannot explain,
HIS voice so calming,
I cannot explain,
I look at HIM in awe like a small child.

Like a father who holds the hand
of his child,
HE holds my hand.
And with this trust of HIS presence
in my life, I walk the path as shown.

HE says to me…

‘Nothing is unknown,
yet you say so,
for till you are away from yourself,
you, my dear, are lost,
but worry not, my dear child,
call out to ME and I will be there.
Ask for help and it will be there.
And trust, my dear,
for we are all there for each and everyone.
For as you grow closer to yourself,
all will become one,
and oneness, my dear,
is what is, and
as is, you are.’

‘I love you just the way you are,
you are perfect in MY EYES,
for I have created all with the same love, that comes from within you, and
that is where you will find ME,
I say this to you.’

And saying so-

HE smiled again at me,
And I am lost for words.
And holding HIS hand I walk with HIM,
listening to what HE says…